A reason to all

i am a drunkard,i seem lost.

drunk in the oceans of grief,

lost in organizing dreams.

yet,from dusk to dawn,

i try then yawn!

i am a criminal,i have killed.

crime of hiding the truth,

killed the desires i had.

yet,from dusk to dawn

i try then i yawn.

i am melancholy,i have cried.

melancholy for thins i have lost,

cried for things i want.

yet from dusk to dawn  

i try then i yawn.

i am dark,i am tainted

dark for the positive,

tainted soul is mine.

yet from dusk to dawn 

i try then i yawn.

i am a life,i have lived.

life for a reason,happiness and affection,

lived with reasonless,sadness and rejection.

But from dusk to dawn

i try but cant yawn!!