EGO;sea

He cared ,he shared

every duty he faired

I tried,I lied

everything i use to hide.

Sick ,angry he left

call it a public theft.

came a tide of ego big,

swam on a different fig.

Goblets of alcohol i drank

staring at booklets blank.

Ripping every memory apart

What went wrong in the memory cart.

Now water in sea is so less

drowning in it will be a bless.

rising and falling i just feel,

will this cancer just ever heel?

Someday i will return with a plea

to the vast tide in wild sea.

that i will wait at the bank.

just return my friend

or ensure that even i sank.

(poetic license :P:P)

Alternate reality#1

Life is fully of symmetry and man by nature has an affinity towards it.He likes to go by patterns.The your beliefs,principles,and opinions are also a part of it.
But what if you have followed principles the whole life and they were over-ruled by an exception certain accident that changes the direction your life and the reaction is so vehement and vigorous that you just get carried away on this high tide.
Hatred then originates!!
Hate is a baggage too heavy to carry in the small and complicated geometrical circles of life.
It just converts you into something that is not even remotely connected to you.
you start to say that you are just fine and dealing like every second guy taking upon things as they are,but you are so soaked in it that you don't even feel that you are doped with the poison of hate.
Drop the baggage and you feel better
All you need to do is have a little perspective
:)