why do i have so may whys ?

If you aren’t the horizon 

Then why can’t I look beyond you?

If you are not the shore 

Why do my waves crash near you?

If you not the fire

Then why do I melt with just the sense of you?

If you are not the melody 

Then why does music goes silent without you?

Even if you don't speak to me 

Why do hear your voice in my head all the time?

Even when you don't listen

Why do I still keep talking to you?

Even when you gone 

Why do I think you are around?

If you are not the life

Then why is it so difficult to be without you?

was she the beast and the beauty ?

Promises of completing the pathway of life.

He will be the man , she be the wife.

He was a writer and she in Broadway

She said I would never walk away

The lanes were not going to be bright

But I will be your brightest light.

Fate said we were not meant to be together

And he thought they were made forever.

Why it went all-wrong?

Did they not sing the same song?

He went deaf and dumb 

which made her totally numb.

 There was no pulse and the heart didn't beat.

Love in life was a defeat

It always happens in the end,

Life goes wrong at a crucial bend?

Doing the right thing!!

This time when I go from Delhi  I will be gone for good.I have always been loved here like truly belong here but yes i was an outsider, who came here and got a lot of  love from lots of people.They made me important because they thought i am a good person,which was over hyped.
A lot of people made me important in their life and I was overwhelmed.
But that has cost dearly.I have damaged others relations knowingly or unknowingly and intentionally or unintentionally,but yes there has been destruction because of me.
I do agree I have made mistakes and others have made it too!
But the important thing is not who made more and bigger mistakes.The important thing is how to correct it.And now when I realize I want to mend it or hedge the damage I feel the best way is to walk out.Someone should. And it better be me.I should walk away from some lives and from those lives from which i have already gone I should fade away from their memories too.
Some are my friends who would not want this to happen but they should understand that their other  relationship in their life that is much more than our friendship and I am happy to accept that they have set their priorities. 
I know its not easy to do it but who said the right things were easy to do.I can experience it right now that they are definitely the ones that needs the most amount of courage and strength to sacrifice and even if I may sound foolish I would like to believe I am the strongest of the characters of this play.
Well what about me I have never doubted my art of being with myself even when I have people around me.I have learnt that happiness is not just celebration of an achievement sometimes it is also the peace of learning from failure,even if the failure is fatal to you as a person.
I know that there are somethings I am going to lose that I can never hope will return but the thought of doing the right thing will fill the gap.I hope I am doing the right thing.
This post is dedicated to people whom I have hurt  and a declaration and reminder to self about what path should be followed.